Get A Load Of Me.

hello darlings.
its a daily routine, me blogging. today i'm just gonna be a little crappy. (: lets start off with today's Random Old Song! i chose this song due to the fact that its a song that i used to love to sing to. scream even. haha. Liz Phair. with the song "Why Can't I". i really love the song. so do enjoy.

Liz Phair - Why Can't I





again, used radioblogclub as imeem doesnt have it. anyhoots. watched Spiderwick Chronicles today. even though i thought it was a rather stupid movie, i think its really good. haha. put it this way, if i managed Michael Clayton and The Savages, i can do anything thats better than that. LOL. i'm keen in watching Horton and Vantage Point. ((: haha. rahrs. anyways. met up with Cheryl today. felt really glad that i caught up with her. haha. we took quite a few pictures, but being really NOT photogenic, they look really weird. and talking about weird, my hair would seem weird to some. but you know what? why do i wana bother so much about how i look to YOU..? when i dont owe you a living, and we have no blood ties whatsoever? hah.



anyways. the bridge is the moment it always looks horrendous i'm sure everyone knows. anyways. internet seems to be having some dire problem for the last few days. cant seem to get into websites like 987fm and power98 to get the new songs. so, i dont have many new tracks this week. sigh. work tomorrow. i feel really lazy. i dont feel like working. i dont know why. haha. whatever, i lasted a while okay. not like 3 days or 4. i did like nearly three weeks hahahha. (: pathetic? lols. never mind. i dont know, i just feel so unbothered sometimes. and besides. poly is gonna start soon. i need some time to rest myself okay! haha.



deep down inside me, i dont know what i'm feeling. deep down inside of me, i really long for it. but deep down inside of me, i dont think its gonna come easy. and deep down inside me, i know that i'll have to fight really hard for it. deep down in me, i know i must wait it out. i know that i must hold on *thinks avril lavigne's Keep holding On*. i know that i must be patient. built over time. anyways.




took these photos above and below with xenia quite a while ago. (:




SO NEED TO GO SHOPPING FOR CLOTHES!