School is slowly, but surely, driving me crazy. i realised i have many many many things to do. the only things i dont have projects or big tasks to do...is like POA. i've got ITB,MIEC,BMGT,BCOMM,CATS projects and presentations etc. omg please. am i like the only one who thinks this is quite crazy. oh yeah. people would just say: "you've gotta get used to it. this is poly life" blah blah. i'm not complaning. i just know i'll die by the time i reach year 3. i made it into Envoys! (: everyone did. LOL.
Weijin asked me why my blog posts were so emo-ed. i replied him that sometimes i find that i dont have something to look forward to, in my life. its like there was only one reason. one good reason. but with that reason eradicated, there was no more to live for. that was why i sounded suicidal. worry not. i dont contemplate suicide so easily. it takes more than emotions. anyways. everything's said and done. lets not bring out the past. (:
i'm looking forward to a few movies! Sex And The City! and What Happens In Vegas! (((: haha. Sarah Jessica Parker! Ashton Kutcher and Cameron Diaz!! hawt! lol. okay. Ernest was listening to like this song. and its really nice. Its by Olivia Ong. She was a singaporean born girl, who went to Japan for a reason which i am unable to recall, right after her O's. And i think she made it quite big. Its entitled "Sometimes When We Touch ". hah. yeahhhs.
Katarzyna is out of ANTM. ): i was hoping she'd make it further. she came in with one of the best walks and the best model looks. sigh. seems some rumours about getting signed onto another company arose. but those, are just rumours. not official. HAH. right. anyways. some of us think its down to like Anya and Whitney. even though Fatimah has strong features and i DO like Fatimah. lol. ahiya. love them all uh!
alright. longer and draggier post than the one before. shall end off here. (:
lotsa love!
Sunday, May 4, 2008
Friday, May 2, 2008
Turn Me Around.
something to look forward to later today.
tennis, CATS class, ITB project, MicroEcons discussion.
today would be estatically hyped up.
i am so psyched. i couldnt not look forward.
tennis, CATS class, ITB project, MicroEcons discussion.
today would be estatically hyped up.
i am so psyched. i couldnt not look forward.
Thursday, May 1, 2008
A new. Anew.
"There can be miracles, when you believe.
Though hope is frail, its hard to kill.
Who knows what miracles, you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will.
You will, when you believe."
someone once told me that if it was meant to be, it would take off perfectly. i guess it just wasnt this time. when i thought of how small an opportunity it was for me to even make that reply on the ever popular social network, i was amazed that such could even happen. it was the first time i'd done something so extreme. every subsequent one, i never failed to turn down immediately. i put so much hope into it. but what difference does it make now? our love's floated out of the window, floated out through the back door.
pointless in making more sense to it. anyways. i drowned and downed myself with a feast of movies today. every moment of sadness never did fail to well my eyes up in a tear or two. such vulnerability in me. anyway. i watched Harold and Kumar (OMG. this was SO funny!) and then watched The Hottie And The Nottie. (the nottie was quite stunning in the end uh!) and then watched Doomsday. (kinda draggy and haphazzard) and finally, Definitely,Maybe again. (almost teared again!) overall, the movie marathons did make me think of it less. but pain is pain. i'll only be postponing it. memories will still linger in me. it hurts.
to all my friends who messaged me today. sorry i didnt exactly reply you. i wasnt in the mood. to Brandon and Bryan. thanks for calling me incessantly for a total of 28 times if i'm not mistaken. Bryan 16. and Brandon 12. LOLS. and i apologise to my project members for not turning up in school today. felt like sleeping on my sadness. couldnt have put up a front in school anyway. (: i hope i didnt miss out on much today! hah. for everyone who tagged, thank you for showing care. for once, i feel really loved by those around me. its been a long long time since i fell back on my friends.
Anyways. May is finally here! and its time to look forward to something else. This month in birthdays. Sister's. and...erm. yeah. and this month, all the secondary school students will be having their MYE's! ALL THE BEST! for many of you, it starts tomorrow, Friday! other than these events. i'm looking forward to.... just finding time to build closer and better rapports with those surrounding me. to stop imaging so much. move on with my life which is quite messed up. thanks to me. ANYHOO... just hoping things turn brighter for me. (:
alrights. shall end off here.
~and i thought. to the end of time? ha.
F: 01.05 - 674
B: 1177
Though hope is frail, its hard to kill.
Who knows what miracles, you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will.
You will, when you believe."
someone once told me that if it was meant to be, it would take off perfectly. i guess it just wasnt this time. when i thought of how small an opportunity it was for me to even make that reply on the ever popular social network, i was amazed that such could even happen. it was the first time i'd done something so extreme. every subsequent one, i never failed to turn down immediately. i put so much hope into it. but what difference does it make now? our love's floated out of the window, floated out through the back door.
pointless in making more sense to it. anyways. i drowned and downed myself with a feast of movies today. every moment of sadness never did fail to well my eyes up in a tear or two. such vulnerability in me. anyway. i watched Harold and Kumar (OMG. this was SO funny!) and then watched The Hottie And The Nottie. (the nottie was quite stunning in the end uh!) and then watched Doomsday. (kinda draggy and haphazzard) and finally, Definitely,Maybe again. (almost teared again!) overall, the movie marathons did make me think of it less. but pain is pain. i'll only be postponing it. memories will still linger in me. it hurts.
to all my friends who messaged me today. sorry i didnt exactly reply you. i wasnt in the mood. to Brandon and Bryan. thanks for calling me incessantly for a total of 28 times if i'm not mistaken. Bryan 16. and Brandon 12. LOLS. and i apologise to my project members for not turning up in school today. felt like sleeping on my sadness. couldnt have put up a front in school anyway. (: i hope i didnt miss out on much today! hah. for everyone who tagged, thank you for showing care. for once, i feel really loved by those around me. its been a long long time since i fell back on my friends.
Anyways. May is finally here! and its time to look forward to something else. This month in birthdays. Sister's. and...erm. yeah. and this month, all the secondary school students will be having their MYE's! ALL THE BEST! for many of you, it starts tomorrow, Friday! other than these events. i'm looking forward to.... just finding time to build closer and better rapports with those surrounding me. to stop imaging so much. move on with my life which is quite messed up. thanks to me. ANYHOO... just hoping things turn brighter for me. (:
alrights. shall end off here.
~and i thought. to the end of time? ha.
F: 01.05 - 674
B: 1177
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