Memories, Just Memories.

i was reading sylvia's blog today. and i felt so passionate about what she said. this is why i'm not gonna be talking about myself and my boring day. i took this from her blog:

"Anyway, talking about secondary school friends. During the O levels/posting results we all used to hang out a lot. Chalets, bbqs, movie marathon & all. It's pretty scary how much we don't talk to each other anymore. Okay, more like me me me me me me & other people. I do envy those in NP cause they get to see each other & still hang out & everything."

i strongly agree with her. it used to be meetings every few days. i mean, from that, to this. whereby we havent even seen each other in forever! we might not be best-est of friends, but we still are, friends. think about it, what is YOUR definition of a friend? sylvia! i really miss the times we hung out with the whole bunch. Cecelia, you too! i havent heard from you in ages.

there always are friends that would look back and see what they left behind. like Sylvia, they would try to arrange a meeting or promise one. Zhengyan and Cheryl Teo are others. And there are some whom would just move on with life, as if the chapter where we were in ended, and its a new chapter now. No names mentioned. Its not Cecelia. there are those who are the epitome of what i am talking about.

NP is a place where yes, many Queenswayans did go to. This may be true. but everyone moves on, gets to know new friends. we never stick together for LIFE. take note, i'm not making a sweeping statement. some of us may be in the same classes. this is far and few. people move on, and good friends become mere acquaintances overnight. not surprising. friends dont owe us their life, sealed with a vow and a certificate, unlike a marriage. Sad as it is, this is reality.

SYLVIA! i still hope to see you soon. i've not forgotten you! ha. right. and tomorrow is 4 hours of Business Management and then Ambassadors Interview and dental. (: i'll leave you with a picture of me. no, not emo, as many say. (: oh. i watched Over Her Dead Body. its the same plot as Blithe Spirit. NICE! absolutely LOOOOVE Eva Longoria Parker. striked it out cuz i dont like her husband. lol

Retreat.

firstly. a song. i heard this song agesss ago! but now, its released as her single. Fergie's "Finally"! ((: i absolutely love it, AGAIN!



its something that i've wanted to do in a very long time. watch DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES SEASON 4! i dont know for whatever particular reason why neither Star World nor Channel 5 has aired the season. its like HOTTT please. and so i watched, or rather, downloaded the first and second episodes online. WHOA. i think it must've been the ONLY episode where i teared a bit. LOL. anyways. i reiterate. Desperate Housewives arent for bimbos. You're possibily the greatest bimbo in believing that it is, in fact, bimbotic. (:

Wednesday is the interview for NP Ambassadors. wondering how it would go. i wonder who's Kimberly. lol. i'm a very curious person. probably learning from my white Persian cat. ((: ahhhh. she's the most adorable ball of white fur in my house! anyhoots. i scheduled dental on Wednesday as well. i dont know how long i've procrastinated my dental. i so want to get my braces taken off... sigh.

i received something today by snail mail. from the army. awesome right? i know. its like promoting the weird polytechnic-diploma scheme. whatever it really is. i blogged about this because i caught this at the bottom of the pamphlet. i quote. "Send in you application to join Our Army at our career talk and receive a pair of GV movie passes." wow. how attractive an offer whereby i exchange my life with a pair of GV movie passes? sounds tempting........ OMG. what the HECK?! i was like thinking "this is SOOOO cheap." they could do SO much better! how much more can i emphasise?! anyways. like i said, stupid army.

bcomm presentation later. flying fishcake. shall end off here! (:

Too Strong,For Too Long.

sometimes when i look back at my past, i feel like i've done so much wrong. and now, that i realised, i wonder if i should've changed that. but why? really. i'm living my days in the present, not the past. lets live out the future.

well, watched some weird videos on youtube. they didnt exactly make me feel very peaceful. we actually have INSANE people on earth that stand for many things we would never even think of doing. scary. very intimidating.. striked fear in me instantly. gah.

lessons gonna be long long long tomorrow. going to help aryani in her studies right after school. mathematics. (: hah. anyways. all you students can do it alrights! ((: study hard. anyhoots. talking about studies, MIEC is killing me. really. whole supply, demand and market equilibrium. gahhh. kill me. LOL.

alrights. end off here.
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