Devious & Parasitic.

when an odd and very awkward sense of jade arises within, forced to think about other less important things happens to be a tactic - not commonly used by myself, but nevertheless, used. and then the questions never end. and as for as long as i have known, i have wondered why such emotions hover despite such glee. in actual fact perhaps its not the process but rather the actions accompanied that lead to the process. complex as ever, i fought hard to keep such queer wanderings to myself. but for how long, i asked myself, again? just like glass, as more pressure is pressed upon, it will shatter. what will it take to shatter this heart of mine..?

when all the pieces fall in place, what 'left' will there be for me. rather, what will there be left for you to choose from since consequences must be served despite 'prejudism'. and yet, without being biased toward you, will there only be one option left? or would changes occur so as to improve, or should i kneel down lower? ha. senseless but true. pointing blatantly but clearly civil and upheld. why does the world revolve around vanity, vile, salacious and wanton. short of calling it whorish..

still, i'm more confused than not. maybe a song would do more judgment than my two cents worth. This song is titled "Thinking Out Loud", much like what i've done in this entry. its sung by Lesley Roy. she's rather new in the scene but she's coming out with pretty nice tracks. like this one. :D Lesley is 21 years old.


anyhoots, i dont think i want to say anything else. for a slower pace, listen to the next song. this song is rather old. its by Gabrielle. and its titled "Sunshine". i really like it. partly because its both happy and enigmatic at the same time. intruiging feeling. This song was released back in 1999! :D old song but reallly nice! just a short background, Gabrielle wrote this song after giving birth to her child, and the song itself is about her son. here is the video and song:

alrights. thats all for today, so thank you for reading!
lotsa love!