Reality Overtakes Surrealism.

in church, they call it spiritual warfare. in life its called the obstacles you encounter. but in relationships, we call it emotional runs. well, out of these three, the first and second have something in common - we hate it. we hate the evil spirits, we hate the horrible rides our bosses put us through. whats ironic? we dont hate our loved ones, but yet, it takes its toil on us. reality check? maybe you're not really elated at the end of the day. but still, you try to make the best. both parties are. really.. you just need to tell yourself that in between all the correcting.

interestingly, i have to say that its queer how people (in general) like to entertain weird thoughts? well, we usually refer to it as being a fantasy. but "fantasy" sounds to mythical and mystical for this being, and hence, i refer to is as queer imaginings. These thoughts, so downright repulsive, isnt on the same level toward all. Albeit it being evil and morally wrong in its self, i wonder how we humans are able to live our life on, when such spitefulness lurks within. have we no conscience?

ahhh, then we think to ourselves. perhaps its in the moment. maybe the words came out wrong. in the past during Shakespeare's time. they said that the act of wanting to do something was as good as doing it itself. so, the act of saying something? is as good as doing it already. so, really. don't point your fingers to me. true that i make mistakes all the time. and i'll gladly take critiques if it EVEN is a critique. as much as i dont see myself, you dont see yourselves either. so, lets all be fair and square.

and after three paragraphs, if you're still lost? then this message isnt entirely for you.
thank you, and happy thinking.