you know, as i was typing yesterday, that things are changing within. well, for one, the way of thinking surely isn't the same. not entirely changed of course.
but as i am typing this down, i was prompted to do so by an initial surge of emotion within. where it came from, i dont know. wait, i do. i was listening to this song. this simple yet so so so sweet and sad song. it could leak a tear even from the most upright of all men. Ha-Ash with the song "Already Home" is really convincing. listen to the lyrics at the chorus.
i was already home, right where i was supposed to be.. sometimes you're too close to see.. it took leaving you to know, i was already home.
you might question my rawness of emotion as being inappropriate and not very justified enough of a situation. but really, losing someone isnt the most easy thing to do. and surely, the paranoia of it isnt a slightest bit more comforting. they say it "kills you", it really does figuratively. and i am really just in a jumble, lost in my thoughts. what is my message here? i dont know, and i admit it.
i wrote this out of nothing but feelings. powerful emotions that drove in a direction that you hopefully see. it may be different for everyone - useless, saving grace, unnecessary, cool. anything goes really. but the bottom line is where you come to terms with your life story itself. where you face it in full truth and question yourself about the every single detail in your life. then only will you set a clean sheet of conscience and live a new you.
i hope that its not too complex to understand. sorry if it is. i wont simplify it. i dont wana tarnish my emotional wrath. :S
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