Cursed.

RANT ALERT

you know, there's a difference between LEAVING IT AT THE TABLE and BITING PIECES OF THE FOOD IN THE HEAT OF THE MOMENT. of course, never be afraid to flaunt it when its gone, but not when its ongoing. that's just like ridding the evidence in a crime scene! :D 

and when the pieces all fall into place, maybe in the later years of your life, you might question yourself where you screwed up. and maybe that road would lead back to me. MAYBE, you were worried about your now. but you know what, it doesn't matter cuz you're rejoicing. My previous post wasn't directed to you, but BE MY GUEST, TAKE OFFENCE IF YOU FEEL AS GUILTY AS IT WAS FOR WHAT YOU'VE DONE... 

Listening to "Fighter" by Christina Aguilera, i thought. yeah, i sure am more prepared. maybe being ALL BY MYSELF is just another stage that i've gotta go through. after all, you've fucked up my life enough, right? So you just had to fuck it up once more to remind me who fucks it all up. yeaps, thanks. very thoughtful of you. :)

you know, in church i learnt this. Those that curse, will be cursed. maybe i cursed, but not at you. SO................don't be a curse, and maybe you wouldn't be cursed. enjoy your life that you used to live. go ahead and prove to me how much better you could've been if you weren't in a relationship. i just keep wondering, what caused the change. and its just so sad because i wanted to spend it all, on you. even though i was the one who walked away in person, you can just walk away from me if you please. its your call. 

love.

me.