It's Alright, It's Okay.

hello stranger.

let me start this post off by saying: "I'VE GOT A LOT OF THINGS TO SAY!" so its gonna be a long post, as usual. :D anyways, lets start with the light hearted issues before we break into the heavier topic that has been on my mind recently.

I had an outing with my three BFAS (aka. Best Friends At School) on Wednesday!!! Alright, these 3 are becoming my best friends already because they're just an awesome bunch! :D So here are some pictures from the day. 

We had dinner at Mr. Curry, and this was what Sebastian and Si'En had! :D The food was scrumptious and we headed to the riverside after that, to listen to songs and take other.....weird....pictures!!!! Moving on!!!

Oh yes, i put the picture below for a reason. See, that helmet of mine is really nice. But we all know school is coming, and Ambassadors are gonna be having recruitments and whatnot's, so i've decided that i'm gonna have a makeover done for my hair! :D Good or bad, you better like it! You'll all get to see it soon!!! 

NEXT TOPIC! Gossip Girl's next episode is gonna get really juicy! i really cannot wait for it! WHY?! Georgina Sparks FINALLLLLYYYYYY comes back! In the production still below with Ed Westwick shows us the very talented actress, Michelle Trachtenberg! I know, i can't wait for the 20th of April! :D

AND.... American Idol Season 8 is really getting boring. Don't you think so? Someone once told you that this season would have talents. I guess i was right. However, i have NO idea why the talents didn't make it. ITS RIDICULOUS. Frankie Jordan, Alexis Grace, Joanna Pacitti, Megan Joy. How many talented girls are there in there now? Like Simon said on last night's show, Allison really is the girl's last hope unless Lil' can pull of a powerful R&B Mary J Blige-like song. 

if you haven't known, the save was used this week, which means..... yeah. 2 people get eliminated next week. please let it be Anoop because he's so arrogant. obnoxiously conceited idiot. Below is the picture of the 7 finalists at the premiere of 17 Again. 

AHHH. America's Next Top Model Cycle 12. Here's another cause for complain. WTH IS WRONG WITH TYRA?!?!? As some of you know, London was one of my favourites because of how amicable she is. But of course, she had to get sent home instead of Aminat. Yes, i did like Aminat but she became so fucking rude in the course of the show! Absurd really. And then there's the weight issue. 

THINK: Doesn't plus size conjure up "FAT" in your mind? Yeah. so if they say we're trying to accept plus sized models, i start thinking "IT'S OKAY TO BE BIGGER/FAT AND WE'RE TRYING TO CHANGE HOW EVERYONE THINKS". And then we have the judges ultimately eliminating London because of her size. I DO NOT CARE IF SHE'S PUT ON WEIGHT. it can be lost, and if you're so picky, DON'T HAVE PLUS SIZED MODELS ANYMORE! simple right? 

and then i pose another question. Tyra's fat. SO? does it mean that she doesn't look presentable? Do you need to be SKINNY to look presentable on a cover? NO. If a girl like Gisele Bundchen is FAT, would you still hire her? OF COURSE RIGHT? why? because its not SIZE, but TALENT. there. talk about ironies and how we wana change the world..... pathetic. 

Anyways, i got so caught up in typing that 3 paragraphs above that i forgot to introduce her Allison stepped up her game in this episode! MY BEAUTIFUL DOLL LOOKS FIERRRCCEEEEEEEE! :D muahaha. i really hope to see more from her because she's SO exquisite! 

Above is the High School Musical start Ashley Tisdale. And that's her single-album-art for her song: "It's Alright, It's Okay". the song talks about the emotions that occurs after a break-up. But its very applicable in many situations anyways, so i think you should really give it a listen. I am really proud of Ashley because considering she's an artist that rose from Disney, i just KNOW she's gonna do really well from hereon in. So yeah!! :D 

this is where my reflection starts:

I was lying in bed last night, lights off. And then the lyrics of the song above, kept running through my mind. You can already guess where this is going. Yes, i'm gonna emphasize on treasuring those you love. i made up my mind about a few things last night. It's really alright that you don't treasure that bond. Its really okay that you're not bothered by it. Myopic, nonchalant, whatsoever, i don't care anymore. So perhaps this is a change in attitude from me. 

I used to think that you should ALWAYS be there for someone in case the person turns back and realized what an oversight he/she has made. but what are the chances? how many people are non-egoistic enough to say "i messed up, please help me"? And then there are those who you know are there. But are they REALLY there? or is it just a mirage? a facade that misleads you to put your trust in them? You really don't know until you've been hurt, right? 

And then there are those who tend to be so caring, and ever so loving. To what extent are they really true, you may ask. Are they real, genuine in their actions and good deeds? What's in it for them? After all, people do things for purposes right? So what's their motive and outcome? you know, life's really a bitch. you give too much, its wrong. doing too little is wrong too. i'm sorry, but this is the fucked up world we live in. and you just gotta go about life trying to be your best. 

and so, you might ask me what's my purpose for blogging about this? And this is my reply: It's never too late to make a change. but that doesn't mean you can take your own time to make amends. 

on that note, i wish you a great weekend ahead!

xoxo,
Marcus.