It Was Meant To Be.

hey people.

i havent started with those 2 words in quite a while. anyways. just some thoughts running through my head. just felt the need to voice them, urgently.

do you ever think that our negativity, both unintentional and intentional, plays a part in our current situation? do you think that self pitying actually has a part to play in terms of our sadness? i think its all related. Being so pessimistic (myself included), i tend to lose focus on the happier things in life. no, there always are happier things in life. you're just focusing wrongly. dont focus on your problems, but on things that make your life brighter. be creative not in how to commit suicide, but on how to find a purpose in your life. do those around you matter at all to you? do they play a part in your life? really. is it worth it to give up what you have now, just for that very one reason when you could find so many more reasons to live?

this goes out to all those people who i heard had lost their loved ones earlier on in the day. cry over it. move on. dont linger and expect something or someone to come by, right back into your arms. sometimes, the hardest thing to do is to move on. but still, it must be done. to give up the thing you THINK is the best for you, but in reality, there are thousands out there that go above and beyond your expectations. its not up to me, but as a concerned friend, i dont want to lose any of you. if it makes a difference, I AM HERE FOR YOU. i love you. i dont make friends any-o-how. every friend i make, i treasure. you mean something to me. dont be silly and think with your left brain. suicide is NEVER an option. i would go to wherever you are to stop you from committing suicide if i had to.

alrights. i shall end here and not be naggy even more. Business Management class for 4 hours later. i should just quit school and start working. LOL. never.