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Sunday, June 8, 2008

Close Your Heart.

Neglect. its something we always do. to friends, or sometimes those more than that. in our every day lives. neglecting people isnt a very uncommon situation. be it in a group of friends, or your best-st of best friends. we always tend to miss out a few jewels in the sand. and yet, when people get into relationships, some of them tend to neglect their good friends. needless to say their friends in general. is this human nature so flawed? why are we like this? arent we supposed to treasure those around us? and yet, we take for granted what they offer. ironic.

sometimes i ask myself. things in life are so contradictory. why is it that there are things that can go all ways but some cant. i mean think it this way. would you find a cold bowl of double-boiled soup? how does that even happen? i mean, if its double boiled, its gonna be piping hot. and yet, why is it that we can be so devastated over something, but feel joy at the end of it all? why is it that we can not be happy throughout the journey. but just because of a little smile at the end, we feel so warm and fuzzy. what is it about life that we're misreading?

sometimes, people really take you for granted. sometimes i'm really tempted to know what the world woul've been without me. not that it might've been superb without or it would've been a mess without me. but i wana know. of what importance am i to the world. to you. my friends. i dont know what it is. but i'm feeling very out-of-body these days. i'm thinking in third person's perspectives and the second person. and these 3 viewpoints just are so different. i feel really confused.

my day, kinda ruined. again. perfect.
nothing more to say.

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