the day went past in a blur, in a flash. my world has kinda stopped spinning. i'm confused, mixed up, in delusion, repulsed even. the dilemma, uncertainty, uneasiness, unorthodox. here i sit thinking about how i want me to be. and it gets so tiring to even think about it. so, shrug it off and forget about it.dont know what i missed in school much today. oh well. sometimes you just need a wake up call. and i dont know if this was it. i hope that i start studying for my end of sem exams though. its about time to.. anyway. to add on to the fucked up day, i got a throbbing migraine. goodness. you can HEAR your pulse when you lie down. irritating shit.
i wana post this song today. Karina Pasian's second single. its entitled "Cant Find The Words". she has a very low voice. and well, if you dont think the song is nice, listen closely to the lyrics. i must add though, that they are exactly how i feel. i cant find the words to say, to express myself.
anyhoots. lets hope tomorrow doesnt suck as bad. the week ahead is really packed for me. got appointments on wednesday. thursday and friday is NP's Poly Xperience thing. and then i'd be free. weekends again. thats why i look forward to the weekends. the weekdays are way toooo tiresome.
lotsa love.
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