Insatiable Intoxicant.

i looked at that picture. and i was so reminded of bliss! you know that feeling that you dont need to worry about everything and anything? that oddly familiar peace inside of you. imagine yourself by the lake in autumn, and you just inhale the fresh air. doesnt that calm you so well? yes. every once in a while when i get stressed out, and when i get sad, i take in a big fresh breath of air. and i feel lots better right after that. so take one now, start to relax yourself, just for 5 minutes!

the world is coming to an end, they say. well looks like it is. with things, not only naturally, but also humanly, that go wrong everyday. take for example how P. Diddy(39 y.o) is engaged to Cassie(21 y.o). WTF was the 3 letters i said to myself. 18 years gap PLEASE?! lol. well fine, its not as if he's 79 and she's 30, but SERIOUSLY. anyway. Pete Wentz and Ashlee Simpson are having a baby girl, on Halloween!! ((: i'm happy for them. lol. i also happened to watch Danity Kane's new video for "Bad Girl". it was really cheap trash. disappointed. here it is. its so amuter-ish:

right, so next issue. THIS FRIDAY! Ambassador's Group 2 first outing. :S hahaha. wait, its more like a dinner? lol. anyways, we're so slow i know. but seriously, we're busy people with busy schedules! haha. so so so yeah, we'll be going for dinner. i'm actually kinda 'interested' and psyched. havent met them in a while (: haha.

oh, today, i had a very odd inspiration. running. i decided to run. lol. FINE, i know, weird. but i came back from school, and went for a run. i decided that i'm gonna start keeping fit. well try to, at least. lol. boy, do i have to say, i am SO tired! haha. now i know how to get a good night rest (((: haha.

ITB presentation tomorrow. i finally completed my website! (: haha. and now, i must find some stuff to say for presentation. all the best to me. (: right, update on results. my MIEC integrated project. i got B+. goodness. that doesnt sound that good... and POA quiz i got 30.5/40. (: time to mug!

thats all for today, so leaving you with a song by Karina Pasian, here's "Winner". kinda a sad song, but its nice. takes some time getting hooked onto it though.

lotsa love!


marcus was nice,
marcus was a pushover,
because marcus loved you.
he's ready to do so, still.

and perhaps you're that insatiable intoxicant in my life.