The Decision.

hey guys. work today was exhausting. really quite shack already. did a lot of file packing. carried a lot of cartons up and down. tiring. lol. anyways. i had some free time after work whilst waiting for my aunt. so, i penned a very long prose. a prose, for those that dont know, is a literary form of writing. usually comprehension passages are considered as prose. anyway, this is a long prose. and it reflects my feelings. its entitled "The Decision".


Undeniably useless unless known,
the heart refuses to b amenable .
Their walls scream of sorrow,
a lethal weapon unleashed within.
The sting, sear, scorn and shame,
a deadly poison of pain.
Hush now, quieten down,
the reader's already sick.
An ill disorder of the brain,
a case of infidel.
Trust, not thrust upon thyself,
yet expectant thy had been.
Perceived to win a kin or two,
but shame was on you, i'm blamed.
None done wrong, none were charged,
but i was taken to task.
A story i never meant to tell,
yet slipped and clung to page.
Paranoid you might claim to be,
perhaps it may be you.
So listen up my audience, please,
heed thy sound advice.
Treat thou neighbours as thyself,
and pay what is, forward.
Be a difference not a hindrance,
that clings in desperation, desecrating
the heart and joy of human kind,
nipping it in the bud.
Change yourself, as we all do
and this place would be cool.
A plea, a beg, a huge request.
I think its time to act!
To hope that it was never real,
a dream and twist of fate.
I sow my hope into these words,
and trust that they hold truth.
The past, erased. The Future, unknown,
lets live to see it work.
Conclusions should plague you by this time,
but restrain yourself you must!
The case, not solved, the words not told,
for this is only a prose.
An evidence not withstanding,
as words are figurative,
A bi-polar or even more.
I shall end it now.
A twist, a kiss, i hope its this!
I seal it with my words.
An end it is, a tail i reach.
Let it, please, come true.

dont know what it means?
its okay. not many people would but anyways. i mean, wow. i havent written one in a while. not this long at least. i used to write when i get really depressed. but i guess, i needed to express my feelings in a different manner this time.

i'm quite disappointed today. but yet, still a little happy. (: i dont know why. its just odd. peculiar. sigh. its like the world is playing tricks with me. one moment its there. the other, its gone - again. and then, its comes back to haunt you. anyways. received NP's enrollment package already. sending it back soon. (: i am kinda looking forward to school.

today was the 5th day of work! hah. and i'm counting on.. (: haha. alrighty. i shalt end here.

lotsa love!