Give You All Of Me.

hey guys.
ahh. i really shouldnt be blogging at this hour. its ridiculous and mindless. its like so early in the morning. anyways. i dont even know why i blogged in the first place. anyways. chose today's random song. its Delta Goodrem's song, Innocent Eyes. i remember i loved this song a lot. i lovedd it a looottttt! anyways. this version is weird. it sounds fuzzy. like quick sporadic pauses in between. sorry. haha.

Innocent Eyes - Delta Goodrem


anywyas. i think Mag is super crappy. lol. let me show you why:
today was a , wednesday day.
it has been very wednesday-y,
unlike monday-y or tuesday-y.
so to conclude , today is wednesday.

thats not all. there is more. (:

i rock. i really rock.
do you know what is rock?
let me explain to you.
r-o-c-k.
rock means rock.
ROCK means ROCK.
RocK means RocK.
rOcK means rOcK.
roCK means roCK.
so basically rock means rock.
if it's plural it will be rocks.
rock stands for me.
so i rock.

sorry maggie, but that is like SUPER weird. like really. you talked about a rock and wednesdays not being like mondays and tuesdays on your blog. (: good entry. haha.

gonna pick weijin up at the airport at 1 a.m haha. much later. anyways. i've got dental at 4. i dont think later is gonna be a nice day. i'm not exactly looking forward to it. but wth, its already thursday morning.

i'm feeling very empty. talked to Tina about it. sigh. i dont know what the fuck i'm doing. its like i'm lost in my own world. its not what i wanted. its depressing. i need to heed shanin's advice to eat food that arent depressing. hmmm. i dont know, perhaps, chocolates? those endophines could do a lot to me. (: but no, i dont think any amount of endophines could cheer me up. only you could. you know how much ability you have? a lot. you could make me happy, sad and weep even. but you find it silly? i dont. i think its called being true to a person. true, no one owes no one nothing. but i do it on my accord. its cuz i wanted it. yeah. and i hope i dont regret this decision of mine.

i still hate my emotional rollercoasters. they really suck. like super bad. hate it. arghh. i dont know. so so so CONFUSED. so jaded. so scared. phobia of stultification. ):

longing for you.