The Drops.

as i come to the end of time
my heart yearns for rest.
my person longs for peace.
a safe haven for me.


today has been the MOST tiring day of the whole year thus far. i am SO SO SO tired!! the job is so so so sucking my blood! its sucking my energy dry! as it is, i hardly make it through the day without feeling tired, when i'm at home. and now, even when i'm at bugis, working from a nice, air-conditioned environment, i still am plagued so deathly by lethargy! sigh. life is full of unknown trials and tribulations. its sapping.

i dont know how long i'm gonna continue having this job. but anyways. i'm still looking for prospects. currently, still making a decision between the photo printing and the office job. hmmm. i guess i will consider slowly.

anyways. i have happy news! okay. i got into Ngee Ann Poly's Banking and Finance!! (: hahaha. i'm kinda glad. i mean, i kinda guessed i would make it in. but its just a load off my chest after i finally find out where i am posted to. anyways. i'm sorry, if any of my tenses are wrong, or there are any errors, forgive me. i must be really REALLY tired. ): also in business and accountancy school is hianjing, xenia, kiewu, cheryl teo, joshua chong, zhi rong, wen li, and others i dont know. many of us pretty much dominated and are gonna invade NP. lol.

i dont know whats happening to me. hmmm. i am at the wrong places, doing the wrong things, at the wrong time. i feel so tired, my life is kinda screwed up. i dont know what to do in order to salvage my pathetic situation. i feel like just breaking down and saying sorry to every one i have hurt. )): the emotional swing really swung really fast. yeah. feeling a bit emotional now, i'm sure you'd have realised.

tomorrow. having dental again. putting back my lime green. (: again. finally. lol. i hope i can take it off real soon. its hideous. cant stand it sometimes. its abrasive you know? like sometimes someone hits you in the face, it leaves an abrasion on the inner part of your mouth,which usually develops into an oral ulcer. ouch right? sigh. and i just dont like the metal bits anymore. up till now, i still dont understand why some people have huge things for guys with braces. its just either really disgusting or the girl has bad hygiene. okay. seriously. what am i even ranting bout? sigh.

i should stop. anyways. talked to Phil today. (: been a long time eh, mate? i mean, mon cher. lol. anyways, i dont really have much to say before i end off. so thats for today.

lovelove