My Underwater.

a hectic yet merry day that ends in happiness more than lethargy.

yesterday had been a tiresome one. i went for my telemarketing training. its really interesting. a very direct insight into the whole business world. like how transactions and customer service is essential in this whole multi-billion, or even trillion US dollar (yes kiewu, i borrowed this line from Devil Wears Prada) industry. and its appalling to see haphazard service being provided with little or no personal interest in making things happen. sometimes, singaporeans are just poor representations of good tertiary industry candidates. okay. maybe i'm exaggerating. maybe i've used a few words slightly out of context. but you get the picture.

well, my day started off rough. woke up late, took a cab thats rough cuz i've got little finances left at hand and hence, arrived, still, late for my appointment with Charles, who so happened to be attending to another customer even 20 minutes after i had arrived. oh well, i guess priority must be given to those who are older. its the whole seniority thing isnt it? its the whole "i give priority to those who are older" thing huh. its just the normal discrimination, right? and hence, i had to take a cab to bugis to meet cecelia where we went for the training.

anyhoots. i'm starting to work from today onward. 7p.m-10p.m so i'll always be unavailable from that time frame. but you know, people rarely even wana book me, and even if anyone does once in a very very blue moon, they still dont book me at 7p.m. so, yeah. i kinda think my post today is a little meaningless. i talk about things that are totally impertinent to any issue and my topic is just way off. but you know what, i dont care. i like it the way it is, and no, i'm not gonna delete this entry.

results of posting due in a few hours time. sweat breaking out of the those sweat glands. chills constantly sent down my spine. yeah right. i'm not THAT nervous. lol. i have faith that i will do well. (: hahah. so, we'll see. i still hope that i make it into my BFS ((: sad thing, there are many seniors in BFS NP. and, its kinda. well. not really intimidating, but something more like i dont look forward to seeing so many seniors. its just like i dont want to. maybe its due to the fact that they are from different cliques i hang with. and mixing with them isnt on the top of my desired list. anyways. i may seem to be sprouting nonsense, and i may seem to be making lots of sense. but like shakespeare knew, its a bi-polar view of the world. there are always more than one side to everything. perspectives. so, it really depends on how you view and imagine this. let you imagination run wild. just remember, i never did pin point anything. (:

well. if you want to subscribe to starhub cable tv/ maxonline, do come to me. i'll try to sell it to you if i'm interested at all.

oh. i heard some news about...someone today. and well, like cecelia said, dont know whether to laugh or cry. to be happy? or sad. hmmm. its just what goes around comes around. karma. i dont believe in it. but i believe that what you do to others is what you'll get back in return. its like you reap what you sow! so. be careful yeah. the next person might just be you. =X

havent done this ever at all this year. have i? no, wait, i did. lol. but its been a while. didnt do this, this month i think. or did i...? hmmmm. anyways. its vague and probably makes no sense. but it does to the poet, to the author, to the writer.

the confusion in the heart of love,
lends a hand to pain, anguish. frustration, lust.
a plain that once lay empty
now grows with many a weed, and a single daisy.
though pretty - but weak.
though hardy - but ugly, many
life so near to thy heart.
secrets so far from thy ears.
hearts so troubled by it,
people running from reality and truth.


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well, thats it.
lotsa love.